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.::Love life, Let go::.

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    Hotel Books- Love life, Let go

My life has become a game of building a ladder to climb over the wall that you built.
I can see the colors running down your face and I still can’t help but feel.
Cause it’s hard enough knowing that you cry
but it’s even harder knowing that I don’t have to ask why.
Cause I’ve learned that love is not a game and your heart is not a toy
and I’m sorry I didn’t learn that sooner and I’m sorry that you feel I stole your joy.

Relay to me “I have this, I have this figured out. I promise, I promise.”
You lied to me, I never had a chance. I promise, I promise.

You taught me how to love life.
You taught me how to let it show.
You taught me how to love another.
You taught me how to let it go.

I wish vultures would come down and circle my body
so then I can at least know if I’m living or slowly dying.
These dark thoughts surround me but I refuse to let them inside.
I know love will carry me and I know love will be alright,
so I pray you find the same peace because I want you to know
what it’s like to not feel that pain inside.

This prison is your home, but at least we’re not alone.
This prison is our home, but at least we’re not alone.
This prison is your home, but at least we’re not alone.
This prison is our home, but at least we’re not alone.

I’ll bite the hand that feeds me when I find the food supply,
it’s the only way of living when there’s a dagger in your side.
A room full of living beings with souls that have died
praying for a miracle that brings miracles to life.
But I guess the dead will never shiver, they’ll never be cold enough to wish they were alive
but this chill you left down my spine is all it took to make me wish I would’ve died.

You taught me how to love life.
You taught me how to let it show.
You taught me how to love another.
You taught me how to let it go.

You taught me how to love life.
You taught me how to let it show.
You taught me how to love another.
You taught me how to let it go.




Tbh
I never thought I'll see the day when I would draw these two together
but it happened and im okay with this
this ship is pretty good
Im just glad my Carolina is happy again
well more like she found someone

SPOILERS




for sure I thought  was going to see york
I knew his theme like the back of my hand and I was fan girling
but like Delta always says Memory is the key
He's only a memory

So when Carolina was remembering him, and their days in project freelancer when not working
Carolina spacing since the picture and a another former freelancer
and her specifically saying york was her chance at a fresh start
that she still loved him all this time (which my next drawing is going to be about soon enough ) (also called it)
the thing is- these two messed me up

She continues on and on about him
while Wash is listening and remembering as well
and at the same time trying to comfort her
"you've changed"
"it's never too late to start over again"

And Carolina calls him by his first name

She pulls out York's lighter- the only thing left from project freelancer that and her armor
she was going to throw it
and before she could chuck it into sea
wash stops her
"you don't have to do that" he says
"what about starting over?" she retorts
"you don't have to destroy the past to have a future"
and he grabs her hand along with the lighter in it
 pulls them down softly to hold hands
then just stand there, fingers laced and looking out to sea

That whole scene made me draw this
cause they hinted that they we're becoming a thing on their off time after saving chrous

and I thought it was cute
that they we're falling in love
and I thought while watching this
that they probably had long conversations and wash was there to calm Carolina's insecurities
and of course out of sight and away from the red's and blues

And heres one of them
late at night and just them

Sorry if this was long and stuff
i like explaining my self ^^;

END OF SPOILERS






ALSO FIRST FULL DRAWING COLORED AND SHADING AYYYYYY
God I need to get back into the swing of things
this took longer then expected along with some technical issues on my end aha
but it's good
more experimentation so I like the shading on Wash and Carolina
background shading needs work but I was decently satisfied with this

Additional Info:
Halo series belong to their rightful creators
Wash and Carolina belong to rooster teeth/ Red vs Blue

I also I picked Love life, let go cause
it fits mostly until the end
cause it fits both of them

OH!
I added scars
since the title of the episode
and cause ya know major fighting from chrous- it made sense :"D

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AlyraApps's avatar
this is from the newest scene isn't it? I love this new ship